Back to post again..

Sigh, just read my past entries and I realised that there were so many things that I have taken for granted of. Especially the fun times that we had last year. The times that we had this year could not be compared with last year's. Sigh..

All those memories that I had, they have been forgotten for quite some time already. But well, since they have already passed, I can only just let it run it over and over once again in my head. Just like allowing the water to be poured over my head over and over again. It's been so long. This year, although I'm with onee-chan and also I met new friends like Twin and JiaLing, but there is still something missing from it all. I feel so confused inside. I really want those happy days to repeat itself once again. Those days where we need not worry about so many things. And there were not many quarrels. And also those were the times I felt so carefree and I'll just be myself.

Things just seem so different now, not that I don't like this class or anything. But everything has changed. There is just no point in thinking about the past, nothing is going to happen to change the present. The only thing that I regretted would just be not being able to cherish those times that I had. I took for granted on the fact that the future would be like the past. I was so childish thinking this way.

Those times that I cried and laughed, they would remain inside as they make way for better memories from the future. They are the ones that make up my teenage life. If only they will repeat itself......










OMG! Why am I feeling so emotional today?